.Saturday, December 4, 2010 ' 2:26 PM
♥being MYSELF
Wouldn't it be the most fortunate thing that it would be on earth ?
Some were just being jealous about the true fact that forever does exist, hence making sarcastic remarks.
My house, hate my god damn house.
Full of noise pollution and strapped freedom.
I'm 17 at age, why can't i even choose to go out on a typical saturday.
Perhaps i'm just being stupid.
Still listening to my mom, listening to what she says and command.
Goddamn . I don't need a mum .
FML! Hate everybody in this house.
I'm good being alone..
I can choose where to go and went to go.
Need not ask for her fucking permission. She's always controlling where i go and who i go with.
What's wrong with having exams, it's not like i didn't study for it anyway. I DID!
Now she simply spoils my mood of studying.
I feel useless, sorry, guilty...
Marc has actually book a ticket for the night movies at cineleisure.
but i couldn't get out of this goddamn house without the permission of the evil witch.
Everything is so not right today, I gotta wash all the single plates in the basin..
Mop the floor. Everything is being thrown to me.
Not much difference from a maid i guess. Just that i'm not being paid for it.
I wanna get out of this house. run far far away with the person i love.
But he's just not that daring after all, cause he love his family, and moreover, scare of his mum..
I don't wanna go overseas.. I wanna stay here in singapore. Have more time doing my project and stuff.
And most importantly celebrate our 10 months together. I'm so not looking forward to coming trip to China.
But looking forward to the one at Malacca. ):
Life is abusive, terrifying, scarying, taunting, soul taking...
I wanna give up.
Give up on everything ..
Die..
.Monday, November 8, 2010 ' 8:12 PM
♥being MYSELF
After three days of short holidays, school had reopen.
It was still okay, rather. I guess.
The day started with a boring lesson, with the teacher messy around with the lights. Until now i haven't started on revising any of my goddamn subject. everything seem so overwhelmed.
Like there's so many things to learn and revise about. alright, self-admit that i'm just plain lazy. Everyone's like that isn't it ?
One of the great point that i would always do is to fake it till you make it.
Thinking that everything is within my finger tips, and it's easy to do it.
This will then help in giving you a mentality that you're damn good at every school work.
With the high self ego, most probably you will be able to do it :)
There's so many new things to learn, so many new stuff yet for me to discover.
Just hoping that everything would go smoothly and time would go according to my pace.
I wanna go out, leave this stressful for a moment... ):
Felt like drowning my sorrows.
When a problem arise, you gotta face it with courage.
Money is getting not enough. It just gets lesser and lesser.
Thinking in such way discourage me to work during my friday, as it's really tiring.
With me only able to go out on saturday. My mum would always retain/ground me.
As she would treat it as i've went out on friday.
She just couldn't understand how stressful life is in poly.
She would always compare people with me, such as:
- children who are working would at least treat their parents a meal after they have got their pay. however she didn't think that, I wouldn't have enough for myself after paying the general expenses that i've spent in school.
- the others from poly spent their days at home everyday and study for the upcoming exams which is in a month's time. She didn't know that many would stay back in school for their project work or bonding etc.
she compare that during my uncle's time, his daughter would pay for their own travelling expenses and all that blah blah boo shit.
LIKE FUCK ?
she taught us not to compare but she herself is comparing.
Read more ».Sunday, November 7, 2010 ' 2:17 PM
♥being MYSELF
This few days i have been so emotional, not knowing the reason to it.
perhaps i'm just thinking too much.
Yesterday the urge of depression came upon me, when i think that the time spend with marc is so little.
Once per week, the only time that i could hold onto his hands, and hug him.
It make me wanna cry, but i hold back my tears.
Sometimes when i look at other couples walking pass me in shopping centres or going Let's sweet for a meal. I really envy them, and would take a second look at them. thinking..
- They don't have to race with time, but I have to.
- They have forever but i don't have.
- They can see each other without having to wait, but i need.
- Time is up to them to decide, but i have to race with it.
- I don't have much time left... don't have much time left..
I wanna go a lot of places, but in a day, it's so impossible.
Biotanic garden is a nice place, but thinking..
- it's a waste of time because i wouldn't be able to hold your hands.
- we only have got one day..
- only one day left
- a few more hours.
Something that would mature your thinking, understanding of every single thing.
Makes you magnifies your vision. To think, feel and understand your views on others.
People grow old fast, die fast..
can't imagine the time that i'm left with you. So limited... so short... so fast.
20 years old.. 30 years old. 40 years old...
I don't wanna ask much, just wanna look at you, don't have the feeling that time is rushing us no matter where we are.
Just hate that feeling whenever we have to rush home..
I hate my house, because most of the time is being spend here.
I feel strapped, so strapped. that breathing is difficult.
.Tuesday, October 12, 2010 ' 11:29 AM
♥being MYSELF
The trip to Kota tinggi and selekong on 26/9/2010 .
We set off early in the morning, so that we could have more time playing there.
At around 8.40 am in the morning, we woke up and prepared our things, like shirts, swimming costumes etc.
Belle and Pris are so excited for the day, as they could swim later on at the Kota tinggi waterfall..
We set off to Mum's shop to wait for her to finish off her task. At the same time, we had a light breakfast, so that we won't feel hungry :)
AND FINALLY... AT 10 am ..
We drove up to Tuas checkpoint and head off from there.
The first stop, petrol kiosk ...
While we are pumping full tank of petrol, Marc and me camwhore a little while. So that I could put on my blog later on :)
Continue driving la ....
The drive was really long that i fell asleep halfway through the journey..
Bell hide under the car, so the person couldn't see her..
Which save us a total of 5RM .. -.-
But we still spend 75 RM, which is like $30 sing ? Still more expensive then swimming pool...
Mummy took pictures of me and Marc..
So we kinda of like play around .. lol .
LOBSTERS !!!
Alright that's me and my mum ... look alike not .. haahahahha
Finally the food arrived :)
YUM YUM !
There were many food coming later on, that the table was overload.
The lobsters were nice, but Marc and me still prefer clayfish over lobster. though lobster are more expensive.
** Clayfish meat are much more tender then big size lobster meat.
That's belle, pris and aunt lynda.
enjoying the nice food right there.
Me with the unready face.
Together with marc and mum :)
Now ready :)
Cheeese !!
I don't like herbal chicken ... :(
While we are pumping full tank of petrol, Marc and me camwhore a little while. So that I could put on my blog later on :)
The weather was really hot la !!
We were perspiring like mad at the petrol kiosk.
Luckily the car air con was cool enough for us to survive :)
After a short walk around the mini mart at the petrol kiosk, we started our drive again ..
Belle and pris bought a lot of chewing gums to chew during the journey..
** Do you know that chewing gums/nuts would cause your face size to increase ? It's due to the muscles forming at the size of your cheeks !! Therefore through going for Botox, they will inject into your muscles at the side .. I seldom eat chewing gums since then :)
That's my dear..
Heees ...
Continue driving la ....
The drive was really long that i fell asleep halfway through the journey..Awwwww, Marc drove for like an hour plus or so ??
Anyways, when we reach Kota tinggi, we had to go through a poll.
For car, 5RM.
For adult , 10 RM.
1. Me
2. Marc
3.Mummy
4.Daddy
5.Grandpa
6.aunt lynda
7.Pris
8.bell.
Bell hide under the car, so the person couldn't see her..Which save us a total of 5RM .. -.-
But we still spend 75 RM, which is like $30 sing ? Still more expensive then swimming pool...
Lockers were available there .. but most of them are spoil :(
While the other are busy arranging their stuff in the locker.
Mummy took pictures of me and Marc..
So we kinda of like play around .. lol .
THE END OF THE WHATSOEVER WATERFALL TRIP .
Then we went to one of the seafood centre to eat. It's at Selekong, which is after Desaru..
LOBSTERS !!!
Alright that's me and my mum ... look alike not .. haahahahha
Hmmm, another snapshot.
P.S my hair is very messy after swimming at the waterfall..
P.S my hair is very messy after swimming at the waterfall..
but anyways, i need to get a haircut soon!!
And dye my fugly hair. :)
That's me , belle and Marc..
I didn't know why marc likes the digging nose action. So disgusting..
YUM YUM !
There were many food coming later on, that the table was overload.
The lobsters were nice, but Marc and me still prefer clayfish over lobster. though lobster are more expensive.
** Clayfish meat are much more tender then big size lobster meat.
enjoying the nice food right there.
Together with marc and mum :)
Cheeese !!
Yummy crab :)
The tofu was definitely nice ..
The tofu was definitely nice ..
I'm so full after the meal.
Everyone slept but Marc and Daddy couldn't .
Cause they have to drive . hahahhaha !!
Everyone slept but Marc and Daddy couldn't .
Cause they have to drive . hahahhaha !!
I have no idea of where we are looking at.
Marc with the lobsters.
It's not cook yet .. Don't eat it :)
The yummy lobsters and tofu :)
Heeees.
Just felt hungry looking at it ..
haaaas!!
Heeees.
Just felt hungry looking at it ..
haaaas!!
It's was a fun and tiring day ..
The waterfall water was really cold althought the weather was hot .
Love the day @ malaysia .
.Monday, October 11, 2010 ' 12:55 AM
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Today, time flies reallly fast.
First part of the day was spend working at let's sweets.
From 12-3 pm... The day was unbearable and tiring.
My leg was sore after standing for such long hours.
There were many eating at the buffet though.
Time pass quickly when you're busy :):)
I've search for a way to kill away the sore-ness !!
LEG EXERCISE !!
•1Practice this simple warm up exercise to stretch and tone each leg. While sitting, raise your left leg until it's level with your hips. At the same time, pull in your abdomen muscles. Hold for a few seconds, then slowly lower your leg. Repeat with your other leg.
•2Place a water bottle, small rubber ball or other object between your knees to create some resistance. While holding your abs in, slowly squeeze the item with both legs. Hold for a moment, then release and repeat.
•3Stand with your back straight and raise your left leg with knee bent until your knee reaches hip height. Hold for a few seconds, then release. Repeat the exercise with the right leg.
•4Expand on the leg lift in the above step by standing and raising your left leg straight out to the side as far as you can go without straining. Hold for 2 to 3 seconds, then slowly bring your leg back to the floor. Repeat with the opposite leg.
•5Stretch your hamstring muscle by lying on your back with knees bent and your feet flat on the floor. Reach forward to grasp your left knee with both hands. Then slowly turn the leg until it comes to a 90-degree right angle to your body. Straighten the leg as much as you can and hold for 8 to 10 seconds. Slowly bring the leg back the starting position and repeat this motion with your right leg.
•6Take a stroll around the block a few times a week to tone your legs. Walking is one of the best exercises you can do for your entire body, including your legs.
TRY IT PEEPS !! :):)
Oh ya .. After my tuition, I went cycling with my family members.
It's was tiring but fun though.
My father fetch me and my sis, which weighs a total of 70 kg.
He was complaining non-stop , saying that he's carrying 3 bags of rice up the slope :)
We cycled from Eunos all the way to Aljunied. And back again !!
Took some pictures at the end of the day, giving ourselves a sense of achievement :)
Just head over to my ibanking to check my posb saving accounts.
And great !! I left an amount of only $0.05.
Lowest amount ever hit in my family .. WOOOHOOOO !!
ADELINE.L
.Sunday, October 10, 2010 ' 1:22 AM
♥being MYSELF
Hey guys, it's currently my second post for my new blog.
Today's a really tiring day for me though.. After a long day work..
Quite saddening to spend my saturday working..
While it's the last week of my boyfriend's holiday :)
Anyways its really busy today at the buffet.
Many of them threw away loads of foods that the dislike or couldn't finished. Which is a total wastage though.
The food is really nice, but some are really those that cannot make it.
SO GUYS, HEAD DOWN TO LET'S SWEET NOW!!
To savour the sweet japanese cuisine :)
Today's topic....
The ideal boyfriend for most of the girl .. !!
While it's the last week of my boyfriend's holiday :)
Anyways its really busy today at the buffet.
Many of them threw away loads of foods that the dislike or couldn't finished. Which is a total wastage though.
The food is really nice, but some are really those that cannot make it.
SO GUYS, HEAD DOWN TO LET'S SWEET NOW!!
To savour the sweet japanese cuisine :)
Today's topic....
The ideal boyfriend for most of the girl .. !!
MY BOYFRIEND !!
he's
A-dorable ( he does things that people wouldn't think of)
B-
C-aring ( a good consoler and comforter during bad times)
D-ecent ( respect a lot for a girl's decision)
E-ntertaining ( the day is more than a day with him around)
F-riendly ( he's never lack of friends around him)
G-ifted ( good directions sense, so i could rely on him)
H-elpful ( a stranger of nobody to him, would be help by him)
I-nperfect ( just like any guy)
J-ovial (cheerful guy)
K-indhearted ( he doesn't kill small animals as he thinks it's cruel)
L-istener ( who listen to whatever you speak, even lame stuff)
M-asculine ( having quantities expected from a man, masculine strength)
N-ow ( my best boyfriend)
O-utgoing ( with any age group, seeing from my family)
P-aitent ( a guy who always wait for me)
Q-uestion master ( loads of questions being thrown to me on a day)
R-easonable ( has his own reasons for every action)
S-endimental ( thinks a lot about the past recounts)
T-alkative ( his does most of the talkings nowadays when i'm tired)
U-uderstandable ( tries to understand everything i says)
V-aluable ( Priceless in my heart)
W-ell mannered ( according from my relatives)
X-ylophone ( colorful and make nice sounds)
Y-outhful ( active and fun !!)
Z-oom into my life. ..
Just wanna say ..
You're the most perfect guy in my mind now.
ADELINE.L
.Friday, October 8, 2010 ' 12:17 PM
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I've spent lots of time thinking about the name for my new blog. www.ohmy-ade.blogspot.com , glad that it's available.
It's short and much more easier to remember then those previous ones.
It’s been a long time ever since I last blog, this would be the last time changing my URL. This would mean that this would be my permanent link from now on.
I've realised and learn how important it is to keep daily stories of oneself, as it would be important for recollections in future.
As most of the memory would be lost as time goes.
Therefore through having a blog would definitely help like a diary to help me remember memories as while as keep the happy memories safely in the blog.
Currently I'm working at Let's sweets, one of the japanese restaurants.
It's fun working there, as there's cool colleague working together.
At the same time, many experience could also be gain.
School is going to reopen soon .. and I can't work that much days, like before... :(:(
Alright enough of those, a little introduction of myself.
I'm currently studying in Singapore poly, 17 this year.
Leading a healthy and normal lifestyle .
I have tagged, facebook, twitter .
Shopping is a therapy for me :)
Playing is an enjoyment for me :)
That's all folks, shall continue tomorrow again :)
ADELINE.L
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